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Caught (12-25-2004) Chad Richards I like to hear your flesh rot, While I’m out doing everything you think I’m not. I know how much you must irk, When I’m out fucking the town jerk, But I really don’t care, And I get off better knowing you’re out there hurting somewhere. I know what you’re thinking now, I see you crying repeating, “How, oh how,” You wonder where it all went wrong, When I played you all along, And I smile at the thought; I like to hear your flesh rot. I grin when you wait in vain, I recognize your ring, but I’m cleaning out this stain, From the dress you gave me last year. I get turned on from the smell of fear, When you knock, and I’m not here. I like to hear your flesh rot, When I’m out doing everything I know you’re not. I dream of the day, When you walk in, and I’m at play, On top of one of my favorite men. I just know I’ll come right then, When I see the pain in your eyes, And feel my partner thrust and rise. I like to hear your flesh rot, When you shed your tears, and I’m finally caught. Door One and Door Two (8-04-2004) Chad Richards Doors one, two, in the center, a coffin. The man cowers as he does so often. Two glowing red eyes, much to his dismay, Arose from the wood, wherein they did lay. A ghostly figure then formed, pale and bleak, And all of a sudden, the man felt weak. Glancing around at both doors one, and two, The doorknob furthest from the vampire's view, His hand placed and starting slowly to turn, "Go that way, Sir, and you shall sorely burn." Scoffing surely at the vampire's concern, He opened door one, and there, he did burn. "They never listen," the vampire complained, Revisiting his crypt, where he remained. The Grim (8-02-2004) Chad Richards Judgment day is here my friends, my dear mates, And I am the one in which your soul hates, I am the reaper of souls for the fire, Try to fight me; you will just feel my ire, Your dreams, your goals, your passions, all a wash, The end is here, no more need to be posh, I know every embarrassing event, And I promise ample time for torment, Over every moment of flatulence, And each minute spent in self-indulgence, When the fire rises, I will watch you cry, Then, I will place you with the rest to fry, I am the Grim Reaper; you know my name, Excuse me now whilst I tend to the flame. The Peasant and the Queen (8-02-2004) Chad Richards I put you on a royal pedestal, You are my queen, and to you I, a fool, You make the rules in which I must abide, Still, faithfully I remain at your side, You are of the most importance in life, On that we agree, me and my dear wife, I am your peasant and you are my queen, I grovel at your feet, you sit and gleam, But really I wish you made me your king, For the way I am treated now doth sting, I once felt loved when you gave me this ring, Now, I can no longer hear your heart sing, I pray winds of change the future to bring, Till then, I am your peasant, you, my queen. Imagine (6-29-2004) Chad Richards Every day rousing next to her, I see fiercely gazing green eyes, Looking at mine and a smile, Igniting my heart, And I come to realize, My dreams are reality. Imagine what life would be like, Without her striking beauty, And without the qualities, That make anyone recognize, Why she is so special to me. Imagine my life without love, No more passion for things I once held high, Succumbed by dreary days creeping slowly by, Falling asleep at night staring into the silence of an unused pillow. Imagine having a life without her, No one to laugh at the memories, Or to move me to smile when I feel somber, Not seeing her shimmering dark hair stream down her face, As I kiss her delicately and whisper, “Sweet dreams.” But I am lucky; I wake up each morning and see her smile, Stroke her hair and kiss her lovingly, then say, “I could not imagine a life without you.” Granted (11-27-2002) Chad Richards Granted is the way I feel. No more lesions to be healed. When I see her, pleasure still. Granted is the way I feel. Passion, now, foretells my life. Each time I hold my wife. Pain and struggle, no more strife. Passion, now, foretells my life. Beauty fades, but not for her. Eyes of an angel were granted her lure. With those, her charm shall not blur. Beauty fades, but not for her. As I lay down at night. Her curves exquisite against the moonlit light. Caressing them brings me such delight. As I lay down at night. Waking up, with her by my stead. My heart feels comfort it never once had. “I love you,” no words greater can be said. Waking up, with her by my stead. Luck does exist, I will say. She is my proof, I must relay. A wind of good luck, she brought my way. Luck does exist, I will say. My life is happy forevermore. Alone and lost, she closed that door. Whatever shall be in store. My life is happy forevermore. Granted is the way I feel. No more lesions to be healed. When I see her, pleasure still. Granted is the way I feel. The Only Rose (3-13-2002) Chad Richards I am the only rose, Where I grow, there is only snow, Alone in my bitterness, I grow. I am the only rose, I grow by my will to grow, Could fall and wilt, But I chose. And difficulties may follow me everywhere, And consume my life of entirety, But no matter how hard the wind blows, I remain the only rose. What Remains (3-13-2002) Chad Richards Left in pain, from the things she said, I should already be dead; But I live in agony, Hoping one day she'll mean nothing to me. Nine months I listened to every promise she made, "I am unlike any girl you've met," she relayed; In the end, it's all the same, Different partner, same old game. Here I am, alone again, Living life without a plan; Struggling through each new day, I find it painful even to say; That my dreams have come to an end, How am I to ever mend? God is dead or ignoring my prayers, Leaving me to my nightmares. So, if you see me and think of changing my life, Remember that it's been said more than twice; This time I need more than words, Prove your love or move onwards. Leave me be, or if you should choose to stay, Promise me you shall not stray; I need no more pain or broken dreams, Nothing is ever what it seems. Hold me tight, and keep me near, Taking away my every fear; Memories will always remain, But perhaps there is escape from this pain. Love me forever, that's all I ask, I know it is quite a task; But if you wish to save this soul, Show your faith and drag me out of my hole. Believing is difficult for me these days, Especially since no one ever stays; Leaving me is all they ever do, In the end, shall I lose you, too? My Wings (2-09-2002) Chad Richards I was an angel without wings, Could not fly, Could not pierce the Earth's sky; For I was the angel in which darkness sings. Clouds were out of my reach, Happiness, how could I seek? It all seemed quite bleak, But, all in all, I had to beseech; Could what lay before me make my life complete? I think I've found her, yes, I know, Obscured in blackness since a long time ago, But now she's here, and I will conceit; That my new wings fit with utter perfection; I am an angel who now has wings, My loving beauty to help me soar, And to love and be with me forevermore, My perfect crystal for which my heart clings. I love you. Love's Strength (11-09-2001) Chad Richards We are bound throughout all eternity, you and I, You showed me a way to believe that all this pain would end, With pleasure from you, my twin soul, my love, my life, my everything. We have been wandering throughout our lives hoping to find each other, And we finally have; Our love is stronger than anything the fates may put in our path, And no matter how many times our worlds may fall around us, Love has and always will pull us through. I see my world has fallen apart again, But knowing you still love me has helped me rebuild; I see your world has fallen as well, And I hope knowing I will always love you will help. Sometimes darkness looks to try and overcome everything we know, But I must offer this to you, No matter how much your eyes have been clouded by the dark, You need not see to know I love you, For eyes only see a perception of the world, Tis our souls that know love. We will be together soon, my dear. Daydreams (8-16-2001) Chad Richards I sit here, Staring at the most beautiful creature in existence, And I realize just how lucky I am to have her. I sit here, Being entranced by her beautifully seductive eyes, Wondering what she is dreaming about, Wishing I could be there to watch her dream. I sit here, Admiring her lucious lips, Wanting only to press mine against them, And I know I need to be with her forever. I sit here, Daydreaming about caressing her gorgeous hair, Stroking my own hair just trying to imagine what it would be like, And I know it will not be long before I won't have to imagine any more. I sit here, Looking at her cute nose, Hoping to get to kiss it soon, To be able to watch her blush. I sit here, Thinking about all the things we've told one another, About all the similarities and differences we've found, About how perfect we are together. I sit here, Knowing that she is my happiness, That she is everything to me, Wondering about all the things I shall find out in time. I sit here, Thinking about the things I always think about, And knowing I have her, I can be happy and continue my day. I love you, Crystal. Yours (6-07-2001) Chad Richards The world was flawed, and you were perfect, Reality nothing but fiction in your mind, Undeserved pain etched into your soul, Enlightened darkness was all you felt. But you listened to me, And then your passion revived, Something deep inside you knew you loved me. And I loved you, Every word you spoke entranced me with passion for you, Everything I knew in my life changed, "You really rocked my world," For now I had what I was searching for, Because I had you. The world was perfect, And we were both happy, But something happened. Suddenly you were hurting, A pain I could not help fix, And I felt helpless, And hurt because you hurt. Then I realized, The world was never perfect, The world was still flawed, We were perfect, And we still are, Whatever happens to us individually does not effect how much we love each other. I hate it, though, This everlasting wait, Wondering if you are getting better as days go on, Or if you are slipping back into darkness, And all I can do is hope, That you are getting better. No matter what, I just want you to know, I will not give up hope for your pain to end, My heart is with you forever, my love. For my love (5-27-2001) Chad Richards Filled with the memories of fallen hopes, Of past loves but now none, The world hath shown me the ups and downs. Struggling through life with only dreams, Of who I used to be, Of who I wanted to be again, I surpassed all stress and succeeded where failure was the only option. A creature of both deep darkness and solid light, For I had friendship and successes but no love, Thoughts of giving up on that part of me had filled my mind. Long since, my limitless quest for love had ended, Never to see love again were my thoughts, Until she found me. A small chance, a wee glimmer on the whole of the universe, Did not at first even appear in mine eyes, But she kept my interest, and I agreed to hear her voice. Worry and nervousness pierced every nerve, Waiting impatiently for the phone to ring, She then set my mind at ease. Her voice is that of a princess, Which enthralled every part of me, Never wanting that voice to part from mine ears again. 'Twould be a crime to keep her out of the public eye, As her beauty is boundless; Her lips are full and needing to be kissed, Her eyes leave a wanting in every man's heart, And her hair, her beautiful black hair, indescribably wonderful. She is perfect in every way, And I knew, By the end of our conversation, I knew, I loved her deeply, More than I had ever felt for anyone before, And I knew; She is my soulmate, my missing half, To deny me her love would be a punishment far worse than death and any torture imaginable, To never have my love returned by her, unbearable. I want to be with her, forever, To be with my Crystal, The perfect girl. My darkness has ended, and so shall this sonnet, By saying fully and truthfully, I love you.
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